Dear Eddie.

Happy new year ! I hate new year’s eve and new year’s day. But I hope 2012 started well for you.

Something bizar happened a few hours ago. I was going in my bedroom, had my hand on the door knob when I suddenly started wondering what Elton John was doing at that exact moment.

However, I didn’t have time to think about it because I got a text message saying you were on telly.

Speaking of you being on telly, Treasure Island is brilliant. I want more !
I don’t know why but your eyes seem bigger than usual. It suits you.

I have to go back to school in two days. I study creative Art. It’s very interesting and I like to be able to say “yeah, I study art” and then raise an eyebrow in a very cocky way. But I think I’m gonna stop at the end of the year. I had school phobia since I was a kid. I’ve always been able to deal with the anxiety but this year it’s really getting out of hand.
I see a shrink once a week to help but I think it’s useless. everytime I see him I feel like I’m in Pride and Prejudice, having a nice, polite conversation over a cup of tea with Mr Darcy. Only less sexy than Colin Firth.

I feel like I’m stuck studying here when I should be home, in London. I have a deal with myself, in three years I won’t be here anymore. By the time I hit 20 I’ll be back in england, have my own flat and internet connexion.

Well, I’m off to bed. For some reason, I really wish you were here for a hug and a chat. I always wish you were here for a chat. It’s the hug part that disturbs me.

Bunchaflowers.
One of many fans.

K.